Once you come to Christ, are born again and you are walking the path of a Saint, then Heavenly heart reconstruction begins thru suffering. There are two sources of your pain. The first source is the consequences from your own sin. The second source of pain is simply the prompting for refinement and perfecting the imitation of Jesus Christ—thru screened testing. There is a relieving exhilaration when you comprehend that it is God creating every situation and circumstance. You realize that all the Saints are going thru the same fast-tracked Spiritual University, with hurdles that are all orchestrated by God to transform you.